Monday, March 28, 2011

just remember, i gave a fuck when no one else did

- i kind of miss how we used to talk every minute of every day and i was able to tell you everything that was on my mind. i miss our conversations.
- my biggest mistake i did was thinking you were different. turns out, your just the same like everyone else.
- although i said i am fine, sometimes i really wish you would know how much its hurting inside
- are you happier without me? i cant tell. but even if you arent happier, you're still just fine without me, while im dying inside. i just want to crawl into bed and sleep away all of the memories. sleep away you. i think that maybe if i forgot everything like you did, i'd be okay. maybe.
- i cant stay mad at him ,and when im mad at him he says the most sweetest things and i forget why i was mad in the first place, i love when he does that.
- who am i kidding? you dont need me around anymore. well i hope you love the rest of your life. just remember... that i was once a part of it.
- i act like i dont care, but you'll never know how much it kills me inside.
- she wouldnt care if you called her and woke her up just to talk at two in the morning. she loves arguing and shes good at it. scary movies make her paranoid and she hates when people dont message her back. she envies every couple she sees walking around and showing their happieness. she only wants to be happy and lately, all she thinks about is you.
- because sometimes the people who you cant live without, can live without you.
- When A Girl Leaves You Don't Let Her Walk Away.You Run The Fuck After Her And Pour Your Heart Out In The Pavement.You Have To Tell Her All The Reasons You Love Her,And You Gotta Mean Every Word Of It.You Better Kiss Her Like You've Never Kissed Her Before And Hold Her In Your Arms Like You're Protecting The World,Because She Is Your World.Fight For Her.Don't Let Her Go,Because Once She Walks Out On You,There'll Be Nothing More You Can Do.And Let Me Tell You Boy,You Will Regret It.
- if you knew how i felt, you'd understand why im so fucking angry at you, why i hate you so much right now
- fuck you for leaving me when i fucking needed you
- i planned to say all these miserable things to you but in the end i just wanna tell you i miss you
- dont let fear stand in the way of your dreams

i love listening to lies after knowing the truth

- forget what hurt you in the past, but never forget what it taught you
- pretending to be happy when you're in pain is just an example of how strong you are as a person. still making that simple smile, when every part of you dies.
- if one day you realized i haven't talked to you in a while; its not because i dont care anymore, its because you pushed me away and just left me there.
- how come you have enough time to go out and make other girls fall in love with you but you dont have any time to pay attention to the one who already is.
- sometimes, someone can mean so much to you not even the truth can change your mind.
- you said "i love you" and i said it too. the only difference was i didnt lie to you.
- unlike you, i cant walk away, i cant forget what we had. its not easy for me to let go. i guess unlike you, it actually mattered to me.
- im a strong girl who keeps her stuff in line, even when i have tears going down my face. i always manage to say those two words "im fine."
- Maybe I'll Like Someone Else,But It Won't Be The Same.I Loved You.I Loved You With All That I am.I Still Do.No One Else Will Compare To You,No One Else Will Be The Same,Or Even Close.I Will Never Be Able To Give All Of Myself To Anyone Else.Because I Already Gave Myself To You.I Will Always Look For You In Everyone I Meet.I Wish I Could Tell You This.I'm Gonna Miss You Like Hell.
- when a girl is silent, that's pretty dangerous. she's either over thinking, tired of waiting, about to blow, lonely, needs a hug, falling apart or crying inside. and most probably all of the above.
- dont say you miss me when you dont even try to talk to me
- im saying im strong and that i never cry, but on the inside, if you listen closely, you can hear my heart weep softly as it breaks away. piece by piece.
- trusting you, was the worst thing that could have ever happened to me.
- i dont get it. what exactly is it about you that makes me miss you every second we're not talking?
- its not that simple, talking to someone again after so long. things have changed, and i wonder if they'll ever be the same. so no, i cant just talk to him. i cant go back to where we left off without hurting myself trying to pick up the pieces.
- it's so awkward now. we act like we've never seen each other before. we pass by each other like we're strangers. i miss how it was before. i miss everything.
- i should hate him for the way he's treated me, but i dont. maybe that's what love is. not hating someone when you have every reason to.
- i hate the silence that stands betweeen us now
- i dont know what to do with my eyes when i see you. i told myself to treat you like a stranger. but strangers dont have history like ours. strangers dont look at each other the way i look at you
- Don't Ever Let A Girl Get To A Point Where She Cries Cause She Knows That You Could Be With Any Girl If You Guys Broke Up.Those Nights She Cries Realizing That Should Never Happen.Make Her Realize Something,Pick Up Your Pride And Be A Fucken Man.
- What If I Don't Want To Fight.What If I Don't Want To Put Up With This For The Rest Of My Life?You're Breaking Me Down,Just Look Into My Eyes.You Are Killing Me.All I Wanted Was You.
- Don't You Ever Stop And Think About How Much You've Changed?When You Were "Daddy's Little Princess".When You Wore Anything Your Parents Bought You?When You Played Dress Up And Pretended You Were A Princess?When You'd Scream To Go Higher On The Swings?But Now We Think About It,"Your Not "Daddy's Little Princess" Anymore.Your "Daddy's Little Whore". You Consist Of Buying Clothes For Yourself.And Now Your Getting Dressed Up Looking Like A Slut.Your Not Getting High On The Swings Anymore,Your Getting High On Drugs.What Happened To The Little Girl's We Once Were?

Sunday, March 27, 2011

forget winter; your heart is cold enough

- Why are some girls so naïve?
Sweetie, He didn't unbutton your blouse to get a better view of your heart.
- You're not mine and I know it, but that night I couldn't hold it in.
Because I just feel right when you're standing next to me.
- there were things i wanted to tell him. but i knew they would hurt him. so i buried them, and let them hurt me.
- Her life was beginning to make sense again, although she couldn’t say she was enjoying it.
But her mind was clear, and her heart was not constantly as heavy.
Only when she thought about him. But she knew that in time, she’d survive it.
She had done it before and would again.
Eventually, the heart repairs.
- I guess it's cause and effect, your heart and mine. The way that we connect keeps blowing my mind.
There you go again, it never ends ... What you do to me.
- a song can take you back instantly to a moment, or a place, or even a person. no matter what else has changed in you or the world, that one song stays the same.. just like that moment.
- but she couldnt go back to being the girl she'd been before
she met him ; that girl was gone.
- Because you're young, you're torn between a
world of hate and a world of dreams.
So much to lose, so much to gain,
so much to fight for, so much to change
- Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can't find. She's losing her mind. She's falling behind. She can't find her place. She's losing her fate. She's falling from grace. She's all over the place
- "Pretend you dont love him. Just pretend. Then two things will happen. He realizes he misses you, and you realize you don't need him."
- If a girl understands your bullshit, sticks around through all your mistakes, and smiles even though you've done nothing for her. than it's obvious she's a keeper, but it's also obvious you don't deserve her.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

and you came to my rescue

- there's no more chances so tell me now that you can swim when ropes are wrapped around your limbs.
- fuck off. and when you get there.. fuck off a bit more
- dear slut, your right leg misses your left leg
- i wanted to be the reason for the smile on your face, i wanted to be the girl you couldnt replace.
- you left me here to die, i cant help but wonder why.. i thought you loved me
- some one old, no one new, feeling borrowed, always blue
- our love is like the wind.. i cant see it, but i can feel it.
- and he was her only reason for breathing.. he left, and her heart stopped beating
- he stole my heart, im stealing his last name.
- i didnt have one thing to say to her. nothing. my best friend for years, the person i'd never run out of things to talk about with... we have become total strangers.
- she's just a girl, who wants to be the center of your world
- there's always a wild side to an innocent face, she's scared. scared to lose him. she's scared she'll fo something wrong to make him want to leave. she's scared that he'll find someone else so much better than her. she's scared because she finally realized how much he means to her.
- people ask me why it's so hard to trust others, i ask them why it is so hard to keep a promise.
- for a lovely girl you've got a very dirty mouth
- as long as you're happy, then i will be too. but a part of me died when you told her.. "i love you"
- maybe she just feels like shes never good enough. not a good enough friend. not a good enough girl, not a good enough sister, daughter, athlete. and maybe shes just sick of trying
- He`ll only break your heart, it`s a fact.
& even though I warn you, even though I
guarantee you that the boy will only hurt
you terribly, you`ll still pursue him,
ain`t love grand?
- i wonder how many times we'll say goodbye before we actually let go
- If you ever decide to go, I want a warning. You
know, big flashing red lights & one of those clocks
that counts down like a bomb in a movie? & there's
a whole bunch of colored wires & I'm not sure which
is the right one to cut but I guess the green one &
then at the last second, no, the red one, then click, it
stops with three-tenths of a second left but then you don't leave.
Like that, okay?
- a guy that truly loves his girl doesnt need to unbutton her shirt just to see a better view of her heart.
- dont go. please stay. dont you remember? you said forever..
- i dont look in the mirror that often anymore. there's just nothing i really want to see
- but pretending calms me down
- she smiles and laughs to hide her pain. what she feels inside you'll never see. she's a better actress than you'll ever know. and the best part of all, it never shows

Thursday, March 17, 2011

do you ever wonder why ?


- cover the scars, dont let them show. lie and say "im okay" when really you just cant make it through
- where shall i go? to the left where nothing's right ... or to the right where nothing's left?
- nobody ever wanted me
- my eating disorder is my only companion. the thing thats always there, never leaves my side. makes me reach for more and go that extra mile. though its dangerous and some may think its wrong. i cant let it go, its become my soul
- your "i love you's" send people to their grave.
- i cant remember what it's like to not be tired...
- im self destructing, im falling apart. theres nothing left inside me, not even my heart.
- fuck forgiveness. i will NEVER forgive you.
- look in the mirror, what do you see? a sick, ill girl, yes thats me. i try to make it stop, and find some hope but in the end nothing turns out right. i try to quiet the voices in my head and stop the pain inside but here i am feeling myself die.
- eat less. weigh less. fail less. feel less.
- i dont wana walk around, i dont even want to breathe.
- stop. breathe. cry if you must.
- i dont love me. and that's how i understand why you dont either.
- you arent who i love anymore
- i need to get the fuck out of here
- because enough is never quite enough... what's enough?
- i would live forever is i could, but not like this.
- i want to be able to shut off the thoughts in my head, they never do me any good anyways.
- see in this worldd, in her worldd, the world where she should've been protected all that happened was she got burned. now no light shines through on herr.
- im sick of lies that im surrounded by all the time. im sick of looking in your eyes and seeing how fake you are.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

everything beautiful is fragile

- walk a little closer to me, and feel my heart beat. i'll show you who i really am, and you'll be on the edge of your seat.
- Dear Heart,
After all he's done to you, the times he's let you down, how long you have waited for many things that never came and the years of hoping. My question is, why won't you let go? What is making you hold on?
Love,
Brain.
- just shut up okay? i'm allowed to dislike somebody who hurt me. im allowed to say what i want, laugh how i want, do what i want, be who i want, this is my life, and if you dont like it then there's something wrong with yours, not mine.

once upon a time..

- i should have known better than to think that i was the girl that you wanted
- im perfectly happy being his friend, in fact i love it. i just have this incredible urge to kiss him, that doenst go away and this feeling that we would be perfect together.
- you only want me when she doenst want you. you played me just as bad as she plays you.
- silly girl. eventually, you have to stop loving the people that dont love you back. otherwise, you're just going to get hurt.
- remember when we talked about where wed be a year from now? remember when you held my hand like youd never let it go? remember because thats all you can do. we'll never make another memory.
- i think that one of the hardest lessons there is to learn is that even after someone puts you down, you gotta learn to wake up the next morning with your head help high
- he put me through hell and he knows it, thats why he cant talk to me like he used to...
- she was a girl who knew how to be happy even when she was sad. and thats important- you know.
- and you still mean everything to her;; you're just not worth the fight anymore.
- Please don't even ask me how my life is going - you lost the right to ask me that questions when you walked away from me. I know you dont care and the one reason you're pretending to now is because you realized that no matter how hard you try, you'll never find another girl stupid enough to love you like I did.. <3
- Cause I've seen more spine in jelly fish.
I've seen more guts in eleven year old kids.
Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
And again when your head goes through the windshield.
- i dont wanna fight and im sick of your lying. i hate how you treat me and im tired of crying.
- The most heartbreaking part of a breakup is that moment when you realize that all the dreams you had, all those visions you had being with this person disappears. Everything after that moment is moving on.
--Taylor Swift <3 <3

- I'm going to write down every time you ever told me you loved me and with those 500 pages, I'm going to shove them down your throat. So you'll have enough 'I love you's' to tell the next girl who thinks she's your world
- it may seem like the wrong thing to do but sometimes you have to forget about the guy who forgot about you.
- You could see it in her eyes. When someone talked about him when she saw him, she loved him and it killed her
- It's been a bad day.. Another bad day and all I want to do is look at you and know I'm okay.
- this is stupid, im not stupid, dont talk to me, like im stupid, i still love you, but i just cant do this, i may be dumb but, im not stupid.
--Rihanna.

- shes an artist, a painter actually, see that smile on her face? its her most famous piece.
- Technically I'm single, but emotionally I'm completely taken, because in my mind I will always be his girl. Even though he doesn't want me anymore.