Wednesday, July 20, 2011

You Know My Name, Not My Story

- keep your feet on the ground when your head's in the clouds.
- with enough time, we all find what we're looking for. even if it was there all along.
- they say forgive and forget. but i think if someone is worth forgiving, they're worth remembering.
- but we're all scared to say things worth saying.
- instead of being fake, be yourself. someone will hate you either way.
- sometimes there's nothing to say. sometimes silence expresses more than words. picking up the phone, dialing a number, it can do more damage than good. but humans are so afflicted with this obsessive desire to talk things to death; sometimes we make things worse by trying to make them better.
- erase his memory from your past if you ever want to feel alive again.
- sure, there's plenty of fish in the sea. but there's also seaweed and toxic waste.
- "i hate myself pretty often," she tilted her face back on the pillow, damming tears and attempting to smile at the same time. "pretty fucking often."
- no matter what your relationship status is everyone has someone in the world they'd marry tomorrow if asked by them today.
- have you ever wanted to ask a question, but you didn't because you knew in your heart that you wouldn't be able to handle the answer?..
- maybe instead of thinking you know everything, let go of your ego for a while and you'd start to get to know her. and maybe if you threw away your fears of getting hurt and just loved her, then maybe you two could make it.
- i just wanted to thank you for calling me back when i hung up on you, and grabbing my arm when i started to walk away.
- you save me in every way a person could be saved.
- happiniess isn't out there, it is in you. sometimes you're just not willing to use it, though you want it.
- if i'm wasted, the day isn't.

Thursday, July 7, 2011

You Lost Me

- you walk around like you're okay. maybe you're not, at least not today. the sun's not shinging, but there's no rain. this feeling of missing you is driving me insane.
- my mom always said, "men don't think." i thought she meant, "they are mistaken in their thoughts." but they're just not thinking anything at all, about you. they're watching the game. that's why they haven't called.
- everyone tells me i should forget about you, you don't deserve me. they're right, you don't deserve me, but i deserve you.
- stop right there; don't say another word. i truly don't want to hear what you have to say. we're through. you fucked it up. everything was perfect, until you decided it wasn't.
- I’m a girl. I have feelings. I overreact. I underestimate. I overestimate. I over think everything. I look too deep into everything’s meaning. I dream big. My expectations are high. I can tell when I’m being lied to but sometimes I wish I didn’t. Yes, I get jealous and I’m always scared I’ll lose you. That’s why when I ask how you are I mean it. When I ask how your day was, I genuinely want to know. And when I say I love you, I’m not lying.

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Something So Strong Shouldn't Make Me This Weak

- i love you, she confessed. but then again, i've been known to exaggerate.
- her: "so would it kill you to try?"
him: "yep, and i'm too young to die."
- while i'm out, should i get you a personality?
- and yet, their spark grew into flame
- why? because you matter and i care.
- i'm over you. yeah, i still shake when you walk by, and i still save all of our online conversations. i still feel a smile slip on my face at the sound of your name, and i still think of you most of the time. you're still thefirst person i look for when i enter a room, and i still fall asleep to the memory of your voice. but like i said, i'm over you... or not.
- I miss how things used to be. The late nights, how in the middle of waiting for your reply, I realize it's been a while and you've probably fallen asleep. I miss not running out of things to talk about, and I miss your side comments. Now I get one word replies, or smiley faces, or even worse, sometimes there's no more reply. I miss not being able to stand not talking. I miss going online and having you say hi in no more than a minute or two after I've logged on. Now, often sometimes we don't even talk anymore. I miss sleeping to goodnight texts and waking up to good morning ones. I miss the way things used to be.

Friday, June 24, 2011

It's Just Another Night. Another Dream Wasted On You

- and once you find happiness in this cruel world, there is always someone trying to take it away.
-**** don't let him get to you, he only wants to see you broken.
- you are only sorry because you got caught.
- liar. liar. pants on fire, the pills go down and you get higher.
- :)you and i are meant to be together. period. the end. cue happy ending music.
- you may have created my past, and fucked up my present, but you have no control of my future.
- i wish love came with a contract saying you couldn't break my heart.
- believe me, i've always loved you. and even when you loved someone else i kept quiet because i knew that you deserved so much better than me.
- turn on the shower, lock the door, fall upon the tile and cry once more, grab a towel, dampen the sounds, dont let a soul hear that you're breaking down.

Saturday, June 18, 2011

A Toungue Has No Bones, But It Can Break A Heart

- if you were going to die soon and had only one phone call you could make, who would you call and what would you say? ... and why are you waiting?
- i wouldn't say that hope is making me hang on i don't even have hope anymore. the reason why i'm haning on is because i just can't let go.
- after a while, you learn that you don't need anyone else in order to survive. no one is ever going to always be there, no matter what they say or what they promise. you just gotta suck it up, accept it and keep moving on.
- treasure the one who believed in you when you ceased to believe in yourself.
- the rich girls steal, the pretty girls lie, the smart girls play dumb, and the dumb girls spend their days trying to be all of the above.
- come on, show me you're just like them. boys prove me right every time, they're all the same.
- she's so fake, i bet if you look behind her neck, it will say "made in china"
- "you really love him, don't you?" a simple psychological question. not a single name was mentioned. but suddenly, someone came into your mind as you read it.
- he promised, he lied. she believed, she died.
- The word is easy, look it up. And you'll see a picture of that piece of trash ridin' 'round in your pickup truck. The word is faithful, look it up. It don't mean sneakin' around behind my back like you ain't gettin' enough. The word is sober, look it up. It's right next to hell is freezin' over, flyin' pigs, and all that stuff. The word is forgiveness, look it up. It's what Jesus has in store for you but I don't, no matter what. I said go, goodbye, get lost, get out, get gone. The word is over, look it up.

Friday, June 10, 2011

Men Cheat And Lie

- it turns out, you cant save people from themselves
- men lie more. women lie better.
- after a while it gets old, to give someone everything, and get nothing in return.
- how am i suppose to feel about things i've done? i dont know if i should stay or turn around and run. i know that i hurt you. things will never be the same. the only love i ever knew, i threw it all away.
- it's hard to stay positive when nothing ever goes right.
- your looks, his charm. each piece seems to fit. nobody sees the real emotion, two people in love, destined to split.
- to you, everything's funny, you got nothing to regret. i'd give all i have, honey if you could stay like that.
- "what's the point? i mean, why do i put myself through this? i watched you break my heart and throw the pieces on the floor. and then i picked them up and handed them right back to you. i think that makes me stupid. i mean, seriously, i trusted you. and even when you disappoint me, i gave you another chance. that must make me the most foolish person in the world. or maybe that makes me the girl who loves you more than she loves herself."
- even though all i want to do is break down and cry. i'm going to sit here and force myself to smile
- my heart isn't your dick. so quit playing with it.
- "the worst pain is when you smile, just to keep the tears from falling and sleep just so you don't have to think about it." -- wiz khalifa
- "girls fall in love with what they hear. boys fall in love with what they see. that's why girls wear make up and boys lie.'" -- wiz khalifa
- you don't have to like me. i'm not a facebook status
- we have eyes in the front because it's more important to look ahead than it is to look back
**** You're like a penny. two faced, worthless, and dirty. i'm sure that's what you charge anyways.
- don't be flattered that he misses you. he should miss you. you're deeply misrable. however, he's still the same person who broke your heart. remember, the only reason he can miss you is because he's choosing everyday, not to be with you.
- sorry, but i have to be strong and leave you behind.
- "Treat him right, okay? He probably doesn't deserve it but I know he needs the best he can get, and if I can't be the one to give it to him, I want you to. I know that every time I look at you, I would love to see you out of his life, but you just have to understand that I loved him for so long and it's going to take ...me a while to let go of the fact that he's in love with someone else, and I know he loves you. I can tell by the look in his eyes when he sees you that you mean the world to him. He used to look at me with those eyes sometimes. I could've sworn they told me he loved me, too, but things change and I'm learning to accept that. So don't be angry at me if I still cry when I see you two together. You've got to understand that I could've spent the rest of my life with him and wanted nothing more. You've got to understand that I looked forward to seeing him more than anything in the whole world. You've got to understand that I never wanted to let go, but I had to. He hurt too much to keep. So take care of him, okay? He needs it, and even though it kills me to say this... He needs you, too."

Friday, June 3, 2011

I'll Put His Picture Down And Maybe Get Some Sleep Tonight

- i don't care about the stupid labels of BFF or BFFL. all that really matters is that she's there for me when no one else is.
- it's an interesting feeling to scroll through all the numbers in your phone and realize that there is no one who will understand.
- the higher you build the walls around your heart, the harder you fall when someone tears them down.
- because for some reason every teenager is breaking something. walls, arms, phones, and hearts. so maybe that's why this is the hardest time of our life, because we're never quite whole.
- fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can't breathe without them.
- so, now you love me? that's cute. adorable, in fact. considering, you let me go. you pushed me away, and i'm no idiot; i took the hint and got over you. so you love me? bullshit. you came to that conclusion too late.
- some girls act like bitches so they wont get hurt. some girls are bitches because they got hurt.
- i see myself as a crayon. i may not be your favorite color, but i know someday, you will need me to complete your picture.
- let's get drunk. let's get shit faced. let's let the fuck go, and act like we dont care, because just for one night, i want to forget about the pain you put me through and let go.
- he said he was sorry, and with one finger i said fuck that!
- Just remember, it's okay to cry. And referring to him as "asshole" is perfectly expected. Because, trust me, you'll end up talking about him just as often, if not more than before the break up. There will be the "one time's" and the "i remember's", and once you think you're over him, watch out. You better keep your eyes closed in the hallways, because I promise you, the next time you see him, he'll be all over some other girl. A little part of you will want to warn her but nothing will blame you for hating her and for blaming her for your pain.
- the people in 1911 probably thought in 2011 we would have flying cars and robots... but no. so far we've come up with backward robes and rubber bands shaped like animals.
- you don't need another drink, babe. i know you're drunk cause you tell me that you love me. i could be your one desire. you tell me that you want me, but liquor makes a liar.
- i suck at keeping my mouth shut, so i guess im like your legs, you slut.
- you've gotten so caught up in being alone that you're afraid of what might happen if you acutally find someone else that can take you away from it.
- Yes I love him. I love him more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to him forever. But I know it's not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let him go so he can know just how much I love him. Maybe if I'm lucky, he'll come back, but if not, I can make it through this.
- the difference between me and her? i can make him smile with my clothes on.
- three thing i want in a relationship: eyes that wont cry, lips that wont lie, and love that wont die. - wiz khalifa
- he drops his suitcase by the door. she knows her daddy wont be back anymore and she says, "daddy, daddy dont leave. i'll do anything to keep you right here with me. cant you see how much i need you?"
- there's a fine line between tan and looking like you just rolled in a pile of nacho cheese doritos. <33
- when your ex says, 'you'll never find anyone like me' you reply with, 'that's the point.'

Monday, May 23, 2011

a smile is the best lie you've got

- if you don't understand my silence then you don't understand my words.
- S[HE]'S P[R]EGN[AN]T.
- don't let him have the satisfaction of knowing you'll always be there waiting.
- shit that blows, knowning his name will never light up on your phone again.
- don't worry about me. my heart's not broken anymore. you should be worrying about yourself. because, as far as i can see, you're still an asshole.
- you don't know, do you? that in a crowded place, my eyes will always search for you
- nah, it's okay. it's not like i have feelings or anything...

Sunday, May 22, 2011

i hate what he can do to me

- do you ever just sit & wonder why he chose you? do you ever stop & think that it was just too good to be true? does it ever seem like you..are afraid to lose him, beacause without him your whole life will be ruined.
- my daddy used to tell me that the first time you fall in love, it changes your life forever, and no matter how hard you try, the feeling never goes away.
- what screws us up in life the most is the picture in our head of how it should be
- back in school they never taught us what we needed to know, like how to deal with despair, or someone breaking your heart. for tweleve years i've held it all together but a night like this is begging to pull me apart.
- eventually you'll understand that there was a reason he walked away, there's a reason he didn't call & didn't fight for you when you would have done anything for him, eventually you'll see past his bullshit & you'll be able to see right through the guy you once thought couldn't possibly hurt you. one day you will see.
- i know i've made a lot of stupid mistakes. but the worst one was thinking the person who hurt me the most, wouldn't hurt me again.
- stop right there; don't say another word. i truly don't want to hear what you have to say. we're through. you fucked it up. everything was perfect, until you decided it wasn't.
- i don't regret a second spent on you, but it's time to wave goodbye to the memories i'm leaving behind.
- i'm too stubborn to forget, you're too proud to apologize.
- what you did was unforgivable. you knew what you were doing and you knew it would hurt me, but somehow, that still didn't stop you
- the bravest thing i ever did, was walk away from you. and that is one thing i can tell you i will never regret.
- sometimes a person lets go just because their fingers are too tired of holding on. they'll always love you though, no matter what.
- stop acting like you know me, you don't know me.
- that's my problem actually. i don't talk to anybody about what's going on in my head, because im afraid they actually might not be able to take it.
- of course you know him. all you bastards know each other
- whoever said "what you don't know can't hurt you" was a complete and total moron. because, for most people i know, not knowing is the worst feeling in the world.
- and i'm sorry if you think i'm being a bitch, but being screwed over isn't fun and i'm sick of it.
- i'll forgive you, just know i lost all the respect i ever had for you
- some people are real. some people are good. some people are fake & some people are realy good at being fake.
- the way i see it is the more people that hate me, the less i have to get along with
- there are only two types of honest people in this world, little kids and drunk people
- during the moments i'm really honest with myself. i have to admit it, i doubt it. i doubt he ever thinks about me at all.
- show me a hero and i'll show you a tragedy.
- when scientists discover the center of the universe, sweetie i assure you that it isn't you.
- now why don't you just shut that blowjob factory you call your mouth?
- shut your mouth skank. just because you start the shit, doesn't mean you are the shit.
- you do this every time. every fucking time. do you have some sort of radar? like, "oh, she might be happy. it's time to sweep in and shit all over it."
- you have this way of meaning everything and nothing to me. all at the same time.
- i dont mean to spoil the ending for you but it's all going to be okay.
- just forget it, it's the same old runaround. you build me up just to let me down.
- S[HE'S] BR[OK]EN
- you used to shine so bright but i watched all of it fade
- no, slut. the reason that all the boys like your photo isn't because you're pretty. it's because you're almost naked.
- this is the part where you get off your ass, down your drink and smash your glass
- i'm pretty, but i'm not beautiful. i sin but i'm not the devil. i'm good, but i'm not an angel.
- the problem with disney movies, both people fall of each other. they didn't make a princess fall for a guy who just led her on with no intention of catching her and that's just not reality.
- shut up. i wear heels bigger than your dick.
- loving someone who doesn't feel the same way is like using a white crayin on a white paper. it's always invisible.

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

why are boys such jerks?

- thinking about him?
..well, you are now.
- i thought i was over him, done with him. but then there he was.. and i couldn't beathe.
this is all i have i have to get some sleep. sorry i'll post more soon.

Monday, May 9, 2011

let me introduce you to a word called rejection. its a real bitch

- i'm done thinking you could ever change
- i hate what you can do to me
- don't get mad when a girl cares too much. start to worry when she doesnt give a fuck.
- lets be nothing, i hear it lasts forever
- pain hurts. but eventually you adjust to it. or you'll go completely insane
- be careful who you open up to. only a few actually care, the rest are just curious.
- a promise is a promise, yeah that's what they say. well welcome to reality, they're broken every day.
- if you cant win an argument, correct their grammar instead
- if you leave, you leavin' the Best; so you'll have to settle for Less
- when judging how a guy will be, look at how he treats his family. that's how he will treat you
- even though i hate sorrys, sometimes i wish you'd say them. and actually mean them too.
- it's better to love someone who's far and craves to be with you than to love someone who's near yet doesn't care to see you.
- somedays i wish something horrible would happen to me just to see who cares..
- "I hate how people act like it's so incredibly easy to forget the past, because it's not. I can't just forget all the lies, and all the games. But most of all, i can't just forget every single night i blamed myself for your mistakes. And sure, the past is the past and it's unchangeable even if you do regret it, but that still doesn't make it hurt any less, even after all this time."
- even though i care, i'm going to pretend i dont. even though i look happy, i'm really breaking. but i'm done letting you know how i really feel. it never goes good for me. so for now on, welcome to my fake feelings.
- the drinking and fighting.. it all got worse every night
- that awkward moment when you yell "hey slut" and 15 girls turn around
- guys only act like dicks to make up for the ones they dont have
- the more you focus on how big of a dick you have, the more she'll focus on how big of a dick you are.
- she finally drank her pain away a little at a time.. but she could never get drunk enough to get him off her mind.
- you may think i'm happy, but really im not. my smile must be the best lie i got
- the only reason your girlfriend likes your dick is because her mom told her to enjoy the little things in life
- she hurts and cries. but there were somethings she needed to realize.
- "He screwed up, and you did absolutely nothing wrong. You gave him your heart and you trusted him to keep it and protect it, but he couldn't. And honestly he's not mature enough. He's not smart enough. If he was smart, he would have cared for you with every fiber of his being and been with you in every spare second he could, but he didn't."
- no, i'm not perfect. and if perfect's what you're looking for, i suggest you buy a barbie.
- you can take your bullshit and walk out the damn door, cause i'm sure as hell not going to take it anymore.
- "Don't feed me lies. Don't tell me what whatever is that you think I want to hear. More than anything, I want to hear you fess up to something for the first time in your life. And for once I want you to be the one that's sorry."
- you said you would kill anyone who ever caused either of us to stop loving eachother. so does that mean if you cause me to stop loving you, you'll committ your own suicide? - i would hope not.
- who was the greatest prostitute in history? ms. pacman, for 25 cents that bitch swallowed balls until she died.
- you'd be in good shape if you ran like your mouth
- roses are red, violets are blue.
he's for me and not for you.
so if by chance you take my place.
i'll take my fist and smash your face. ;)
- we believe the liars. trust the backstabbers. && love the heart breakers.
- so turn up your music and block out the screams. you try to ignore your heart as it crumbles and bleeds. the pain is too much, you can't take it anymore. every time you turn the music up, you scream a little more.
- i miss how you never gave a shit, but you always seemed to care. i miss the way you would be such a dick, but you were somehow always there.
- the people who really care won't hurt you, but if they do, you'll see it in their eyes, for they'll be hurting too..

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

if assholes could fly, this place would be an airport

- sometimes the best way to get someones attension is to stop giving them yours
- all this time i wasted on you. all the bullshit you put me through. i'm checking into rehab 'cause everything that we had didnt mean a thing to you
- a woman knows the face of the man she loves like the sailor knows the open sea
- you promised me you were done with all that. you said i promise and i cross my heart and hope to die. well i guess you're going to die then, asshole
- in the end you'll see whos fake, whos true, and who would risk it all just for you
- note to the male species; if you really care about a girl and she walks away from you, you better chase after her cause she might not come back
- when i found you, i found myself. when i lost you, i lost myself
- i dont chase them, i replace them
-you can hear it in my voice, read it on my face; im drowning in memeories of the things i cant replace
- you will never become who you want to be if you keep blaming everyone else for who you are
- everyone always says: "son of a bitch," but what about: "daughter of a dick?"
- i still dont know how to act, dont know what to say. cause i still wear the scares like it was yesterday
- people can say whatever they want about me, but at the end of the day i am still going to be me and i am still going to be living my god damn life
- i hate this town. its so washed up. and all my friends dont give a fuck
- the best thing about an enemy is that he tells the truth about you
- they ask me why its so hard to trush people, i ask why its so hard to keep a promise.
- hello i am: "better than your ex, fresher than your next"
- all those times i swore i needed you - consider them lies, cause baby, here i am without you & i survived
- i'm not saying that girls are perfect cause we all know thats not true, but why be unfaithful to her when shes always been true to you?
- you always disappoint me. its kinda like our own inside joke, except its not funny
- pizza is like sex: when it is good it is very good; and when it is bad its still pretty good
- a whore is like a bowling ball. she gets picked up, fingered, thrown in the gutter, and then comes right back for more
- you cant block my shine, so could you step to the side?
- absence makes the heart go fucking insane
- baby take off your halo, you aint nobodys angel
- holy shit! ... i almost gave a fuck
- dont think. just dont fucking think. because when you think you realize just how fucked up everything really is. you realize you dont know how you got where you are.you dont know where you're going & you dont know what to do anymore.
- high school is a joke. sure the education is a must, but who wants to be around bitchy teenage girls who make fun of you whenever they get the chance? not me. fuck high school --- megan fox
- hold on......... nope still dont give a fuck
- i just want to cuddle (and get a boner and fuck you with it)
- born to please, beware i'll tease

Thursday, April 7, 2011

& they said, "let her crash and burn, she'll learn"

- it was a slap in the face, how quickly i was replaced
- just because you love him more than you love yourself doesnt mean you should hold on. its killing you. i can see it in your eyes, and hear it in your voice. calm and steady, but inside, you're screaming so loud my ears are shattering.
- i, um, i have this problem. i broke up with my boyfriend, you see. and im pretty upset about it, so i wanted to talk to my best friend. but the thing is, they're both you.
- "why did i make a hit list last night containing only mcdonalds?"
"you tried to order a magarita mcflurry and when they said they didnt make those you tried to call 911"
- mr. right is coming. but his plane crashed in Africa and hes walking
- i sleep in your hoodie every night because it feels like you're right next to me
- why waste a perfectly good flower when you know he loves you not?
- his mom told him once, dont you dare hurt that girl, the way she looks at you, she loves you. and i can tell she means it

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

so basically this blows.. more than a slut

- hoes are like vacuums. they suck, blow, and get laid where ever there's room
- guys are like dogs, you can put em on a leash but they'll still be chasing every pussy in sight
- remember when i asked for your opinion? me neither
- control your whoremones, slut
- i didn't give up cause i didnt care, i gave up cause you didnt
- you and rumors have one thing in common, you both get around
- i dont hate you because you left. i hate you because you pretended that you wouldnt
- if a girl fucks a lot of guys, she is a slut, if a guy fucks a lot of girls, he is a legend, here is why: if a key unlocks a lot of doors, it is a master key. if a lock is unlocked by a lot of keys, its a shitty lock.
- fearing a man is a joke. i believe if he can breathe, then he can choke
- girls do not dress for boys. they dress for themselves, and of course, each other. if girls dressed for boys, they'd just walk around naked at all time
- you might stab me in the back, but i'll stab you in the throat you ugly bitch
- men are the best cooks. because with: 2 eggs, 1 sausage, and a little bit of milk they can fill a womans tummy for 9 months
- you better get a condom for your heart because im about to fuck your feelings
- everyone knows what doesnt kill you makes you stronger. so when you pull her down you're helping her last longer
- girl: "im going to my operation today!"
boy: (no reply)
girl gets on the table to get operation, boy doesnt even say 'i love you' to her and girl gets a heart transplant. girl comes out of operation looking for him
girl: "where is he?"
mom: "didn't they tell you who gave you your heart."
- guy: "wanna hear a joke about my dick? nevermind, it's too long."
girl: "wanna hear a joke about my vagina? nevermind, you'll never get it"
- shut up slut; the only test you can pass is the pregnancy one
- what a lovely shade of slut you're wearing today
- a slut is a girl who is whoreable at keeping her legs closed
- oh, you dont like me? why dont you take a seat next to the rest of the bitches waiting for me to give a fuck.
- dear boys. your dick is not like pinochhios nose... it doesn't get bigger everytime you lie
- cinderella walked on broken glass. sleeping beauty let a whole lifetime pass. belle fell in love with a hideous beast. jasmine married a common theif. ariel walked on land for love and life. snow white barley escaped a knife. it was all about blood, sweat, and tears; because love means facing your biggest fears

Monday, April 4, 2011

jealousy is a sick disease. GET WELL SOON BITCH

- let me introduce you to a word called rejection. is a real bitch.
- guys are like bra's; they hookup behind your back
- "Promises are nothing but lies and broken trust. No one knows how to keep a promise anymore, so maybe we should change the name to- your about to be fucked over."
- i dont do pinky promises, i do middle finger promises. so if you screw me over you're fucked, and that's a legit promise.
- you're playing with my heart and it's getting pretty lame, decide what you want, the girl or the game.
- you think you've gotten me all figured out, but sweetie, you dont even know half of what im about. so watch your words or hold your tongue. messing with me wont be fun.
- women are like the police, they have all the evidence in the world, but they still want a confession.
- beat me with the truth, dont torture me with lies
- not all scars show, not all wounds heal. sometimes you cant always see the pain someone feels
- you stay because you dont think you deserve any better. thats the ugly truth.
- i could eat a bowl of alphabet soup and shit a better arguement than you
- roses are red; violets are blue, you cant spell sl_t without u
- sometimes i wish i had a dick.. just so i could tell you to choke on that shit.
- you broke my heart; shattered it like glass. well i got 3 words for you.. kiss my ass
- baby im so stressed i just want to crash. you better go out to my car and make sure my tires get slashed. because tonight, im about to get trashed
- call me an artist. i draw attension.
- you got under her skin and in her system; you're like the drug she hates but cant stop talking; the thing she loves the most, but you're killing her slowly
- fuck bitches that hate. they all needa learn to appreciate
- you wanna mess wit me? now that's strange behavior you should drink and drive, its probably a bit safer

Monday, March 28, 2011

just remember, i gave a fuck when no one else did

- i kind of miss how we used to talk every minute of every day and i was able to tell you everything that was on my mind. i miss our conversations.
- my biggest mistake i did was thinking you were different. turns out, your just the same like everyone else.
- although i said i am fine, sometimes i really wish you would know how much its hurting inside
- are you happier without me? i cant tell. but even if you arent happier, you're still just fine without me, while im dying inside. i just want to crawl into bed and sleep away all of the memories. sleep away you. i think that maybe if i forgot everything like you did, i'd be okay. maybe.
- i cant stay mad at him ,and when im mad at him he says the most sweetest things and i forget why i was mad in the first place, i love when he does that.
- who am i kidding? you dont need me around anymore. well i hope you love the rest of your life. just remember... that i was once a part of it.
- i act like i dont care, but you'll never know how much it kills me inside.
- she wouldnt care if you called her and woke her up just to talk at two in the morning. she loves arguing and shes good at it. scary movies make her paranoid and she hates when people dont message her back. she envies every couple she sees walking around and showing their happieness. she only wants to be happy and lately, all she thinks about is you.
- because sometimes the people who you cant live without, can live without you.
- When A Girl Leaves You Don't Let Her Walk Away.You Run The Fuck After Her And Pour Your Heart Out In The Pavement.You Have To Tell Her All The Reasons You Love Her,And You Gotta Mean Every Word Of It.You Better Kiss Her Like You've Never Kissed Her Before And Hold Her In Your Arms Like You're Protecting The World,Because She Is Your World.Fight For Her.Don't Let Her Go,Because Once She Walks Out On You,There'll Be Nothing More You Can Do.And Let Me Tell You Boy,You Will Regret It.
- if you knew how i felt, you'd understand why im so fucking angry at you, why i hate you so much right now
- fuck you for leaving me when i fucking needed you
- i planned to say all these miserable things to you but in the end i just wanna tell you i miss you
- dont let fear stand in the way of your dreams

i love listening to lies after knowing the truth

- forget what hurt you in the past, but never forget what it taught you
- pretending to be happy when you're in pain is just an example of how strong you are as a person. still making that simple smile, when every part of you dies.
- if one day you realized i haven't talked to you in a while; its not because i dont care anymore, its because you pushed me away and just left me there.
- how come you have enough time to go out and make other girls fall in love with you but you dont have any time to pay attention to the one who already is.
- sometimes, someone can mean so much to you not even the truth can change your mind.
- you said "i love you" and i said it too. the only difference was i didnt lie to you.
- unlike you, i cant walk away, i cant forget what we had. its not easy for me to let go. i guess unlike you, it actually mattered to me.
- im a strong girl who keeps her stuff in line, even when i have tears going down my face. i always manage to say those two words "im fine."
- Maybe I'll Like Someone Else,But It Won't Be The Same.I Loved You.I Loved You With All That I am.I Still Do.No One Else Will Compare To You,No One Else Will Be The Same,Or Even Close.I Will Never Be Able To Give All Of Myself To Anyone Else.Because I Already Gave Myself To You.I Will Always Look For You In Everyone I Meet.I Wish I Could Tell You This.I'm Gonna Miss You Like Hell.
- when a girl is silent, that's pretty dangerous. she's either over thinking, tired of waiting, about to blow, lonely, needs a hug, falling apart or crying inside. and most probably all of the above.
- dont say you miss me when you dont even try to talk to me
- im saying im strong and that i never cry, but on the inside, if you listen closely, you can hear my heart weep softly as it breaks away. piece by piece.
- trusting you, was the worst thing that could have ever happened to me.
- i dont get it. what exactly is it about you that makes me miss you every second we're not talking?
- its not that simple, talking to someone again after so long. things have changed, and i wonder if they'll ever be the same. so no, i cant just talk to him. i cant go back to where we left off without hurting myself trying to pick up the pieces.
- it's so awkward now. we act like we've never seen each other before. we pass by each other like we're strangers. i miss how it was before. i miss everything.
- i should hate him for the way he's treated me, but i dont. maybe that's what love is. not hating someone when you have every reason to.
- i hate the silence that stands betweeen us now
- i dont know what to do with my eyes when i see you. i told myself to treat you like a stranger. but strangers dont have history like ours. strangers dont look at each other the way i look at you
- Don't Ever Let A Girl Get To A Point Where She Cries Cause She Knows That You Could Be With Any Girl If You Guys Broke Up.Those Nights She Cries Realizing That Should Never Happen.Make Her Realize Something,Pick Up Your Pride And Be A Fucken Man.
- What If I Don't Want To Fight.What If I Don't Want To Put Up With This For The Rest Of My Life?You're Breaking Me Down,Just Look Into My Eyes.You Are Killing Me.All I Wanted Was You.
- Don't You Ever Stop And Think About How Much You've Changed?When You Were "Daddy's Little Princess".When You Wore Anything Your Parents Bought You?When You Played Dress Up And Pretended You Were A Princess?When You'd Scream To Go Higher On The Swings?But Now We Think About It,"Your Not "Daddy's Little Princess" Anymore.Your "Daddy's Little Whore". You Consist Of Buying Clothes For Yourself.And Now Your Getting Dressed Up Looking Like A Slut.Your Not Getting High On The Swings Anymore,Your Getting High On Drugs.What Happened To The Little Girl's We Once Were?

Sunday, March 27, 2011

forget winter; your heart is cold enough

- Why are some girls so naïve?
Sweetie, He didn't unbutton your blouse to get a better view of your heart.
- You're not mine and I know it, but that night I couldn't hold it in.
Because I just feel right when you're standing next to me.
- there were things i wanted to tell him. but i knew they would hurt him. so i buried them, and let them hurt me.
- Her life was beginning to make sense again, although she couldn’t say she was enjoying it.
But her mind was clear, and her heart was not constantly as heavy.
Only when she thought about him. But she knew that in time, she’d survive it.
She had done it before and would again.
Eventually, the heart repairs.
- I guess it's cause and effect, your heart and mine. The way that we connect keeps blowing my mind.
There you go again, it never ends ... What you do to me.
- a song can take you back instantly to a moment, or a place, or even a person. no matter what else has changed in you or the world, that one song stays the same.. just like that moment.
- but she couldnt go back to being the girl she'd been before
she met him ; that girl was gone.
- Because you're young, you're torn between a
world of hate and a world of dreams.
So much to lose, so much to gain,
so much to fight for, so much to change
- Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can't find. She's losing her mind. She's falling behind. She can't find her place. She's losing her fate. She's falling from grace. She's all over the place
- "Pretend you dont love him. Just pretend. Then two things will happen. He realizes he misses you, and you realize you don't need him."
- If a girl understands your bullshit, sticks around through all your mistakes, and smiles even though you've done nothing for her. than it's obvious she's a keeper, but it's also obvious you don't deserve her.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

and you came to my rescue

- there's no more chances so tell me now that you can swim when ropes are wrapped around your limbs.
- fuck off. and when you get there.. fuck off a bit more
- dear slut, your right leg misses your left leg
- i wanted to be the reason for the smile on your face, i wanted to be the girl you couldnt replace.
- you left me here to die, i cant help but wonder why.. i thought you loved me
- some one old, no one new, feeling borrowed, always blue
- our love is like the wind.. i cant see it, but i can feel it.
- and he was her only reason for breathing.. he left, and her heart stopped beating
- he stole my heart, im stealing his last name.
- i didnt have one thing to say to her. nothing. my best friend for years, the person i'd never run out of things to talk about with... we have become total strangers.
- she's just a girl, who wants to be the center of your world
- there's always a wild side to an innocent face, she's scared. scared to lose him. she's scared she'll fo something wrong to make him want to leave. she's scared that he'll find someone else so much better than her. she's scared because she finally realized how much he means to her.
- people ask me why it's so hard to trust others, i ask them why it is so hard to keep a promise.
- for a lovely girl you've got a very dirty mouth
- as long as you're happy, then i will be too. but a part of me died when you told her.. "i love you"
- maybe she just feels like shes never good enough. not a good enough friend. not a good enough girl, not a good enough sister, daughter, athlete. and maybe shes just sick of trying
- He`ll only break your heart, it`s a fact.
& even though I warn you, even though I
guarantee you that the boy will only hurt
you terribly, you`ll still pursue him,
ain`t love grand?
- i wonder how many times we'll say goodbye before we actually let go
- If you ever decide to go, I want a warning. You
know, big flashing red lights & one of those clocks
that counts down like a bomb in a movie? & there's
a whole bunch of colored wires & I'm not sure which
is the right one to cut but I guess the green one &
then at the last second, no, the red one, then click, it
stops with three-tenths of a second left but then you don't leave.
Like that, okay?
- a guy that truly loves his girl doesnt need to unbutton her shirt just to see a better view of her heart.
- dont go. please stay. dont you remember? you said forever..
- i dont look in the mirror that often anymore. there's just nothing i really want to see
- but pretending calms me down
- she smiles and laughs to hide her pain. what she feels inside you'll never see. she's a better actress than you'll ever know. and the best part of all, it never shows

Thursday, March 17, 2011

do you ever wonder why ?


- cover the scars, dont let them show. lie and say "im okay" when really you just cant make it through
- where shall i go? to the left where nothing's right ... or to the right where nothing's left?
- nobody ever wanted me
- my eating disorder is my only companion. the thing thats always there, never leaves my side. makes me reach for more and go that extra mile. though its dangerous and some may think its wrong. i cant let it go, its become my soul
- your "i love you's" send people to their grave.
- i cant remember what it's like to not be tired...
- im self destructing, im falling apart. theres nothing left inside me, not even my heart.
- fuck forgiveness. i will NEVER forgive you.
- look in the mirror, what do you see? a sick, ill girl, yes thats me. i try to make it stop, and find some hope but in the end nothing turns out right. i try to quiet the voices in my head and stop the pain inside but here i am feeling myself die.
- eat less. weigh less. fail less. feel less.
- i dont wana walk around, i dont even want to breathe.
- stop. breathe. cry if you must.
- i dont love me. and that's how i understand why you dont either.
- you arent who i love anymore
- i need to get the fuck out of here
- because enough is never quite enough... what's enough?
- i would live forever is i could, but not like this.
- i want to be able to shut off the thoughts in my head, they never do me any good anyways.
- see in this worldd, in her worldd, the world where she should've been protected all that happened was she got burned. now no light shines through on herr.
- im sick of lies that im surrounded by all the time. im sick of looking in your eyes and seeing how fake you are.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

everything beautiful is fragile

- walk a little closer to me, and feel my heart beat. i'll show you who i really am, and you'll be on the edge of your seat.
- Dear Heart,
After all he's done to you, the times he's let you down, how long you have waited for many things that never came and the years of hoping. My question is, why won't you let go? What is making you hold on?
Love,
Brain.
- just shut up okay? i'm allowed to dislike somebody who hurt me. im allowed to say what i want, laugh how i want, do what i want, be who i want, this is my life, and if you dont like it then there's something wrong with yours, not mine.

once upon a time..

- i should have known better than to think that i was the girl that you wanted
- im perfectly happy being his friend, in fact i love it. i just have this incredible urge to kiss him, that doenst go away and this feeling that we would be perfect together.
- you only want me when she doenst want you. you played me just as bad as she plays you.
- silly girl. eventually, you have to stop loving the people that dont love you back. otherwise, you're just going to get hurt.
- remember when we talked about where wed be a year from now? remember when you held my hand like youd never let it go? remember because thats all you can do. we'll never make another memory.
- i think that one of the hardest lessons there is to learn is that even after someone puts you down, you gotta learn to wake up the next morning with your head help high
- he put me through hell and he knows it, thats why he cant talk to me like he used to...
- she was a girl who knew how to be happy even when she was sad. and thats important- you know.
- and you still mean everything to her;; you're just not worth the fight anymore.
- Please don't even ask me how my life is going - you lost the right to ask me that questions when you walked away from me. I know you dont care and the one reason you're pretending to now is because you realized that no matter how hard you try, you'll never find another girl stupid enough to love you like I did.. <3
- Cause I've seen more spine in jelly fish.
I've seen more guts in eleven year old kids.
Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
And again when your head goes through the windshield.
- i dont wanna fight and im sick of your lying. i hate how you treat me and im tired of crying.
- The most heartbreaking part of a breakup is that moment when you realize that all the dreams you had, all those visions you had being with this person disappears. Everything after that moment is moving on.
--Taylor Swift <3 <3

- I'm going to write down every time you ever told me you loved me and with those 500 pages, I'm going to shove them down your throat. So you'll have enough 'I love you's' to tell the next girl who thinks she's your world
- it may seem like the wrong thing to do but sometimes you have to forget about the guy who forgot about you.
- You could see it in her eyes. When someone talked about him when she saw him, she loved him and it killed her
- It's been a bad day.. Another bad day and all I want to do is look at you and know I'm okay.
- this is stupid, im not stupid, dont talk to me, like im stupid, i still love you, but i just cant do this, i may be dumb but, im not stupid.
--Rihanna.

- shes an artist, a painter actually, see that smile on her face? its her most famous piece.
- Technically I'm single, but emotionally I'm completely taken, because in my mind I will always be his girl. Even though he doesn't want me anymore.

Thursday, January 27, 2011

The Way She Feels

- A notebook full of words, all the things she forgot to say
- I'm crying in my bed, staring at the ceiling, did you ever wonder what the hell i was feeling?
- I don't want to see you anymore. I'm just not that strong. I love it when you're here, but i'm better when you're gone.
- No girl should ever forget that she doesn't need someone who doesnt need her
- Words can describe what im feeling inside, proof of love from the tears that i've cried. Im searching for ways to keep myself strong, i can only deal with this shit for so long. My puffy eyes are a sign that its time to let go, the scars on my heart are starting to show.
- You're the only one that wore your seatbelt, the only one that cried over catastrophic events, you're the only one that died.
- I wish that without me your heart would break, i wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake. I wish that without me you couldn't eat, i wish i was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep
- It only hurts when your eyes are open. Dreams are lost and hearts are broken.
- They say we’ll never see half as much as they did,
and it’s true that we never saw Vietnam or World War Two.
We didn’t see our mothers cry when John F. Kennedy died,
but we’ve lived our whole lives being told that we’re just not good enough.
We’ve seen anorexia and bulimia because skinny just isn’t skinny enough.
We saw Columbine and watched the Twin Towers fall.
We’ve seen a lot of greed and even more hate.
Our generation fights a different kind of war,
but we’ve seen just as much as them.
- Whatever you do, don't let go. Dont lose your grip, dont lose control. Dont be afraid, stand your ground. Be proud they haven't pushed you down.
- Give me the bad new, don't make me wait. I wanna know that im your big mistake. Give me all you got, dont turn away. I know the truth no matter what you say
- Can I stay in bed for a few more hours?
Can I wait for the sun to wake up, too?
Can I go back to sleep and dream and dream
Of nothing but me and you?
It's far too hard to stay awake,
It's far too early to be out of bed.
Let me return to the blankets and sleep,
So I can keep dreams of you in my head.
- I'm still in love with a boy who's buried in the ground. I feel dead inside.
- When you're dreaming with a broken heart, the waking up is the hardest part. You roll out of bed and down on your knees, and for the moment you can hardly breathe, wondering, "was he really here?"
- Truth is, i miss you. All the time, every second, every minute, every hour, every day.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Almost Lover

- She will not beg you to stay. She will not even look at you if you walk by her someday. She will tell you to leave her alone and that her love for you is gone. She will never say that her heart aches every time she looks at your window, that she stops breathing every time she still cries herself to sleep, that she misses you so much that she wishes to die... So yes, she will lie and put a happy smile on her face. Yes, she will lie because you don't see the pain she's going through. Yes, she will lie and wish every night that someday you will tell her how sorry you are.
- I always distance myself when people come emotionally close to me. Maybe it's because i know in the end they'll end up leaving. They always do...
- We say and we change. We listen and slowly become tired. We follow and become lost. We love and become plain. We think and we forget it.
- When you see her smile, know something is wrong. When you see her cry, know she's breaking down. When you find her dead, know she gave up too fast.
- If you wanna fly, you gotta give up the shit that weighs you down
- I wanna shout everything I feel about you. But i cant, because it would only hurt me to see everyone listening; everyone expept you
- You know what? Yes i have changed. I'm not as nice as I used to be, because i don't want to get used. I dont trust everyone and tell them my secrets, because behind every fake smile is a backstabbing bitch. I distance myself from people because in the end, they're only going to leave. I have changed because i have realized that im the only person i can depend on.
- I dont hate him, i loved him until i figured it hurts a lot less to just not care. You don't expect anything from him until he wants to make up and give him a hug. But i've given him enough hugs. And he's given me enough disappointments
- He smiles, then looks away. And you wonder, just maybe, that smile meant something he just couldn't say.
- With every piece of me that wishes i could let you go, there's an even bigger piece that wont stop screaming np.
- It doesn't happen over night but you turn around and a month goes by, and you realized you haven't cried. Im not giving you an hour, or a second, or another minute longer. Im busy getting stronger
- You only hate him because you don't have him. Because hating him is easier then admitting he hurt you, that he got away, and you'd do anything not to get hurt,
- Even though you are a liar, if you told me, right now - that you loved me and that you were sorry, I would believe you
- I can't say its over because to me it will never be over. There will always be something between us that i can't explain no matter how hard i try
- I let you in. I told you everything that no one else would know, I told you my fears, my hopes, and my dreams. I let myself believe in love and think that maybe you were the exception. I was wrong.