The Way She Feels

- A notebook full of words, all the things she forgot to say
- I'm crying in my bed, staring at the ceiling, did you ever wonder what the hell i was feeling?
- I don't want to see you anymore. I'm just not that strong. I love it when you're here, but i'm better when you're gone.
- No girl should ever forget that she doesn't need someone who doesnt need her
- Words can describe what im feeling inside, proof of love from the tears that i've cried. Im searching for ways to keep myself strong, i can only deal with this shit for so long. My puffy eyes are a sign that its time to let go, the scars on my heart are starting to show.
- You're the only one that wore your seatbelt, the only one that cried over catastrophic events, you're the only one that died.
- I wish that without me your heart would break, i wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake. I wish that without me you couldn't eat, i wish i was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep
- It only hurts when your eyes are open. Dreams are lost and hearts are broken.
- They say we’ll never see half as much as they did,
and it’s true that we never saw Vietnam or World War Two.
We didn’t see our mothers cry when John F. Kennedy died,
but we’ve lived our whole lives being told that we’re just not good enough.
We’ve seen anorexia and bulimia because skinny just isn’t skinny enough.
We saw Columbine and watched the Twin Towers fall.
We’ve seen a lot of greed and even more hate.
Our generation fights a different kind of war,
but we’ve seen just as much as them.
- Whatever you do, don't let go. Dont lose your grip, dont lose control. Dont be afraid, stand your ground. Be proud they haven't pushed you down.
- Give me the bad new, don't make me wait. I wanna know that im your big mistake. Give me all you got, dont turn away. I know the truth no matter what you say
- Can I stay in bed for a few more hours?
Can I wait for the sun to wake up, too?
Can I go back to sleep and dream and dream
Of nothing but me and you?
It's far too hard to stay awake,
It's far too early to be out of bed.
Let me return to the blankets and sleep,
So I can keep dreams of you in my head.
- I'm still in love with a boy who's buried in the ground. I feel dead inside.
- When you're dreaming with a broken heart, the waking up is the hardest part. You roll out of bed and down on your knees, and for the moment you can hardly breathe, wondering, "was he really here?"
- Truth is, i miss you. All the time, every second, every minute, every hour, every day.

Almost Lover

- She will not beg you to stay. She will not even look at you if you walk by her someday. She will tell you to leave her alone and that her love for you is gone. She will never say that her heart aches every time she looks at your window, that she stops breathing every time she still cries herself to sleep, that she misses you so much that she wishes to die... So yes, she will lie and put a happy smile on her face. Yes, she will lie because you don't see the pain she's going through. Yes, she will lie and wish every night that someday you will tell her how sorry you are.
- I always distance myself when people come emotionally close to me. Maybe it's because i know in the end they'll end up leaving. They always do...
- We say and we change. We listen and slowly become tired. We follow and become lost. We love and become plain. We think and we forget it.
- When you see her smile, know something is wrong. When you see her cry, know she's breaking down. When you find her dead, know she gave up too fast.
- If you wanna fly, you gotta give up the shit that weighs you down
- I wanna shout everything I feel about you. But i cant, because it would only hurt me to see everyone listening; everyone expept you
- You know what? Yes i have changed. I'm not as nice as I used to be, because i don't want to get used. I dont trust everyone and tell them my secrets, because behind every fake smile is a backstabbing bitch. I distance myself from people because in the end, they're only going to leave. I have changed because i have realized that im the only person i can depend on.
- I dont hate him, i loved him until i figured it hurts a lot less to just not care. You don't expect anything from him until he wants to make up and give him a hug. But i've given him enough hugs. And he's given me enough disappointments
- He smiles, then looks away. And you wonder, just maybe, that smile meant something he just couldn't say.
- With every piece of me that wishes i could let you go, there's an even bigger piece that wont stop screaming np.
- It doesn't happen over night but you turn around and a month goes by, and you realized you haven't cried. Im not giving you an hour, or a second, or another minute longer. Im busy getting stronger
- You only hate him because you don't have him. Because hating him is easier then admitting he hurt you, that he got away, and you'd do anything not to get hurt,
- Even though you are a liar, if you told me, right now - that you loved me and that you were sorry, I would believe you
- I can't say its over because to me it will never be over. There will always be something between us that i can't explain no matter how hard i try
- I let you in. I told you everything that no one else would know, I told you my fears, my hopes, and my dreams. I let myself believe in love and think that maybe you were the exception. I was wrong.