Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Something So Strong Shouldn't Make Me This Weak

- i love you, she confessed. but then again, i've been known to exaggerate.
- her: "so would it kill you to try?"
him: "yep, and i'm too young to die."
- while i'm out, should i get you a personality?
- and yet, their spark grew into flame
- why? because you matter and i care.
- i'm over you. yeah, i still shake when you walk by, and i still save all of our online conversations. i still feel a smile slip on my face at the sound of your name, and i still think of you most of the time. you're still thefirst person i look for when i enter a room, and i still fall asleep to the memory of your voice. but like i said, i'm over you... or not.
- I miss how things used to be. The late nights, how in the middle of waiting for your reply, I realize it's been a while and you've probably fallen asleep. I miss not running out of things to talk about, and I miss your side comments. Now I get one word replies, or smiley faces, or even worse, sometimes there's no more reply. I miss not being able to stand not talking. I miss going online and having you say hi in no more than a minute or two after I've logged on. Now, often sometimes we don't even talk anymore. I miss sleeping to goodnight texts and waking up to good morning ones. I miss the way things used to be.

Friday, June 24, 2011

It's Just Another Night. Another Dream Wasted On You

- and once you find happiness in this cruel world, there is always someone trying to take it away.
-**** don't let him get to you, he only wants to see you broken.
- you are only sorry because you got caught.
- liar. liar. pants on fire, the pills go down and you get higher.
- :)you and i are meant to be together. period. the end. cue happy ending music.
- you may have created my past, and fucked up my present, but you have no control of my future.
- i wish love came with a contract saying you couldn't break my heart.
- believe me, i've always loved you. and even when you loved someone else i kept quiet because i knew that you deserved so much better than me.
- turn on the shower, lock the door, fall upon the tile and cry once more, grab a towel, dampen the sounds, dont let a soul hear that you're breaking down.

Saturday, June 18, 2011

A Toungue Has No Bones, But It Can Break A Heart

- if you were going to die soon and had only one phone call you could make, who would you call and what would you say? ... and why are you waiting?
- i wouldn't say that hope is making me hang on i don't even have hope anymore. the reason why i'm haning on is because i just can't let go.
- after a while, you learn that you don't need anyone else in order to survive. no one is ever going to always be there, no matter what they say or what they promise. you just gotta suck it up, accept it and keep moving on.
- treasure the one who believed in you when you ceased to believe in yourself.
- the rich girls steal, the pretty girls lie, the smart girls play dumb, and the dumb girls spend their days trying to be all of the above.
- come on, show me you're just like them. boys prove me right every time, they're all the same.
- she's so fake, i bet if you look behind her neck, it will say "made in china"
- "you really love him, don't you?" a simple psychological question. not a single name was mentioned. but suddenly, someone came into your mind as you read it.
- he promised, he lied. she believed, she died.
- The word is easy, look it up. And you'll see a picture of that piece of trash ridin' 'round in your pickup truck. The word is faithful, look it up. It don't mean sneakin' around behind my back like you ain't gettin' enough. The word is sober, look it up. It's right next to hell is freezin' over, flyin' pigs, and all that stuff. The word is forgiveness, look it up. It's what Jesus has in store for you but I don't, no matter what. I said go, goodbye, get lost, get out, get gone. The word is over, look it up.

Friday, June 10, 2011

Men Cheat And Lie

- it turns out, you cant save people from themselves
- men lie more. women lie better.
- after a while it gets old, to give someone everything, and get nothing in return.
- how am i suppose to feel about things i've done? i dont know if i should stay or turn around and run. i know that i hurt you. things will never be the same. the only love i ever knew, i threw it all away.
- it's hard to stay positive when nothing ever goes right.
- your looks, his charm. each piece seems to fit. nobody sees the real emotion, two people in love, destined to split.
- to you, everything's funny, you got nothing to regret. i'd give all i have, honey if you could stay like that.
- "what's the point? i mean, why do i put myself through this? i watched you break my heart and throw the pieces on the floor. and then i picked them up and handed them right back to you. i think that makes me stupid. i mean, seriously, i trusted you. and even when you disappoint me, i gave you another chance. that must make me the most foolish person in the world. or maybe that makes me the girl who loves you more than she loves herself."
- even though all i want to do is break down and cry. i'm going to sit here and force myself to smile
- my heart isn't your dick. so quit playing with it.
- "the worst pain is when you smile, just to keep the tears from falling and sleep just so you don't have to think about it." -- wiz khalifa
- "girls fall in love with what they hear. boys fall in love with what they see. that's why girls wear make up and boys lie.'" -- wiz khalifa
- you don't have to like me. i'm not a facebook status
- we have eyes in the front because it's more important to look ahead than it is to look back
**** You're like a penny. two faced, worthless, and dirty. i'm sure that's what you charge anyways.
- don't be flattered that he misses you. he should miss you. you're deeply misrable. however, he's still the same person who broke your heart. remember, the only reason he can miss you is because he's choosing everyday, not to be with you.
- sorry, but i have to be strong and leave you behind.
- "Treat him right, okay? He probably doesn't deserve it but I know he needs the best he can get, and if I can't be the one to give it to him, I want you to. I know that every time I look at you, I would love to see you out of his life, but you just have to understand that I loved him for so long and it's going to take ...me a while to let go of the fact that he's in love with someone else, and I know he loves you. I can tell by the look in his eyes when he sees you that you mean the world to him. He used to look at me with those eyes sometimes. I could've sworn they told me he loved me, too, but things change and I'm learning to accept that. So don't be angry at me if I still cry when I see you two together. You've got to understand that I could've spent the rest of my life with him and wanted nothing more. You've got to understand that I looked forward to seeing him more than anything in the whole world. You've got to understand that I never wanted to let go, but I had to. He hurt too much to keep. So take care of him, okay? He needs it, and even though it kills me to say this... He needs you, too."

Friday, June 3, 2011

I'll Put His Picture Down And Maybe Get Some Sleep Tonight

- i don't care about the stupid labels of BFF or BFFL. all that really matters is that she's there for me when no one else is.
- it's an interesting feeling to scroll through all the numbers in your phone and realize that there is no one who will understand.
- the higher you build the walls around your heart, the harder you fall when someone tears them down.
- because for some reason every teenager is breaking something. walls, arms, phones, and hearts. so maybe that's why this is the hardest time of our life, because we're never quite whole.
- fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can't breathe without them.
- so, now you love me? that's cute. adorable, in fact. considering, you let me go. you pushed me away, and i'm no idiot; i took the hint and got over you. so you love me? bullshit. you came to that conclusion too late.
- some girls act like bitches so they wont get hurt. some girls are bitches because they got hurt.
- i see myself as a crayon. i may not be your favorite color, but i know someday, you will need me to complete your picture.
- let's get drunk. let's get shit faced. let's let the fuck go, and act like we dont care, because just for one night, i want to forget about the pain you put me through and let go.
- he said he was sorry, and with one finger i said fuck that!
- Just remember, it's okay to cry. And referring to him as "asshole" is perfectly expected. Because, trust me, you'll end up talking about him just as often, if not more than before the break up. There will be the "one time's" and the "i remember's", and once you think you're over him, watch out. You better keep your eyes closed in the hallways, because I promise you, the next time you see him, he'll be all over some other girl. A little part of you will want to warn her but nothing will blame you for hating her and for blaming her for your pain.
- the people in 1911 probably thought in 2011 we would have flying cars and robots... but no. so far we've come up with backward robes and rubber bands shaped like animals.
- you don't need another drink, babe. i know you're drunk cause you tell me that you love me. i could be your one desire. you tell me that you want me, but liquor makes a liar.
- i suck at keeping my mouth shut, so i guess im like your legs, you slut.
- you've gotten so caught up in being alone that you're afraid of what might happen if you acutally find someone else that can take you away from it.
- Yes I love him. I love him more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to him forever. But I know it's not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let him go so he can know just how much I love him. Maybe if I'm lucky, he'll come back, but if not, I can make it through this.
- the difference between me and her? i can make him smile with my clothes on.
- three thing i want in a relationship: eyes that wont cry, lips that wont lie, and love that wont die. - wiz khalifa
- he drops his suitcase by the door. she knows her daddy wont be back anymore and she says, "daddy, daddy dont leave. i'll do anything to keep you right here with me. cant you see how much i need you?"
- there's a fine line between tan and looking like you just rolled in a pile of nacho cheese doritos. <33
- when your ex says, 'you'll never find anyone like me' you reply with, 'that's the point.'