Almost Lover

- She will not beg you to stay. She will not even look at you if you walk by her someday. She will tell you to leave her alone and that her love for you is gone. She will never say that her heart aches every time she looks at your window, that she stops breathing every time she still cries herself to sleep, that she misses you so much that she wishes to die... So yes, she will lie and put a happy smile on her face. Yes, she will lie because you don't see the pain she's going through. Yes, she will lie and wish every night that someday you will tell her how sorry you are.
- I always distance myself when people come emotionally close to me. Maybe it's because i know in the end they'll end up leaving. They always do...
- We say and we change. We listen and slowly become tired. We follow and become lost. We love and become plain. We think and we forget it.
- When you see her smile, know something is wrong. When you see her cry, know she's breaking down. When you find her dead, know she gave up too fast.
- If you wanna fly, you gotta give up the shit that weighs you down
- I wanna shout everything I feel about you. But i cant, because it would only hurt me to see everyone listening; everyone expept you
- You know what? Yes i have changed. I'm not as nice as I used to be, because i don't want to get used. I dont trust everyone and tell them my secrets, because behind every fake smile is a backstabbing bitch. I distance myself from people because in the end, they're only going to leave. I have changed because i have realized that im the only person i can depend on.
- I dont hate him, i loved him until i figured it hurts a lot less to just not care. You don't expect anything from him until he wants to make up and give him a hug. But i've given him enough hugs. And he's given me enough disappointments
- He smiles, then looks away. And you wonder, just maybe, that smile meant something he just couldn't say.
- With every piece of me that wishes i could let you go, there's an even bigger piece that wont stop screaming np.
- It doesn't happen over night but you turn around and a month goes by, and you realized you haven't cried. Im not giving you an hour, or a second, or another minute longer. Im busy getting stronger
- You only hate him because you don't have him. Because hating him is easier then admitting he hurt you, that he got away, and you'd do anything not to get hurt,
- Even though you are a liar, if you told me, right now - that you loved me and that you were sorry, I would believe you
- I can't say its over because to me it will never be over. There will always be something between us that i can't explain no matter how hard i try
- I let you in. I told you everything that no one else would know, I told you my fears, my hopes, and my dreams. I let myself believe in love and think that maybe you were the exception. I was wrong.